My last monday at work… September 28th, 2009
And what a day its been so far. I feel completely drained. I think my body has just got to this last week and gone enough is enough I cant take anymore!!! I could sleep for a week! I guess its just as well that I have a 10 hour flight to china to sleep on.
Im really starting to feel a huge mixture of feelings now. Im really happy, sad, scared, excited and nervous!! I really need to do this and I honestly cant wait now!! but I don’t want to leave everyone behind for 4 months!! I even had a panic attack this afternoon at work. I went really hot and dizzy and felt really sick! I thought I was going to pass out. Just hope that I can hold it together this week otherwise it mighggt just end up getting a bit too much for me to handle.
Tonight is the last free night that hubby and I have, so we are spending it loading up the car with the last few things to go into storage and were also sorting out what clothes we are taking with us and packing our bags up!! Scary stuff!!!
Luckily I have a day off work tomorrow so im going to sort all the last minute things out like cleaning the car before it goes into storage. I also have my tax return to get in. I always end up leaving stuff to the last minute.
I think I need to write a list tonight of everything that still needs to be done and work my way through it tomorrow.