My head is spinning July 5th, 2009
And not in a good way either!! 
i feel like shit at the moment, I’m on stupid antibiotics and pain killers again and I’m waiting on some blood test results! I feel so pathetic right now! I just want to feel better! I want to sleep for a few weeks!
It doesn’t help that some people apparently just can’t leave me alone to get on and live my life!! For some reason I keep having to explain my actions to everyone, so from now on, if I want to go to my mates house or go for a walk or a drive etc. I will and I won’t explain myself to anyone!! The only person who needs to know where I am and what I’m up to is my hubby!!
I also can’t be doing with playing games either at the moment!! I swear people think I’m stupid!! I have studied psychology you know! Stop playing games because it doesn’t work with me!! I can’t stand people who are not straight with me!! Stop playing the mind games and just talk to me for f**k sake!! I won’t do this much longer! I won’t let people into my life who are just going to try and play me!! I like honest people who actually care about me!
Anyway I guess I better shut up now and go to bed! I’m really not in the best of moods right now and have maybe said too much already!
Good night everyone x x