All has gone back to normal. I’m still doing the same old thing and feeling like I’m stuck in a rut! The only thing that has changed is that now I don’t worry about it as much or get as angry! Iv learnt to do more for myself as well and so I chillout more now!
I want to say to hell with it all and just do what I want to do for a change but there are too many people who rely on me for things!
I have this amazing idea that could actually really work and I want to do it but it would take up all my time and money to do it and I would be risking everything! I would have to use my other business (my flat rental) as a garentee to get the funding I need but If it all went wrong it would mean that a young couple who are just having their first baby would be out on the streets!
I almost need someone to invest in me and give me 20 grand which would set me free so that I can at last do my own thing!!
I think hubby is getting annoyed with me today because I keep texting him with ideas! I think I’m going to go for it and start up a smaller vershion of my big idea and hopefully it will grow and I will get there evenutally!
I bought a new CD off iTunes today it’s called Reiki Gold, it’s really peaceful which is what I need right now! It’s been one thing after another today! I’m currently lay on my sofa in my office listening to it! I just need a couple of candles on and some mood lighting and I would be well away!
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Well today has been interesting, I woke up late this morning so I didn’t have time for a reiki session before work and everything went wrong from there really.
Hubby has not been too well lately and I finally managed to convince him to go to the docs today and they sent him straight to the hospital. We have private health insurance thank god so they saw him straight away. He has to have further tests which is a bit worrying but I’m sure whatever it is he will be fine.
As soon as I arrived back home I suddenly didn’t feel too good either so I skipped tea and went to bed! Iv just done a reiki session and now my knees are burning! I’m not too sure what’s going on, just feel really odd, It sort of feels like having flu, my whole body is hurting and I feel sick 
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I thought I would write about the process that I go through following my reiki attuenment. Apparently it takes 21 days to settle down properly.
Today was my first day back at work, I got up as normal but before getting ready I had a quick 10 minute meditation session and then got ready but I decided not to put any makeup on today which is not like me.
I arrived at work early which is very rare for me and then was really organised all day and have even done the invoices to go out with the buffets we have booked in for tomorrow.
Someone I work with asked what was wrong with me today, I asked why and they replied with well your not shouting at us and being angry and stressed, you seem really chilled out, so I replied with I’m trying not to burst my bubble 
I had such an amazing weekend and met some lovely people and Im still really chilled out from it and i dont want anything to ruin it.
I feel like I’m floating on air, I found myself taking the long route to the shops today so that I could walk next to the trees and walk through the leaves on the floor! Very random and not like me at all.
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Well it’s official, iv had my reiki attuenment and I’m now a reiki healer. It was amazing when I recieved my attuenment, all I could see was this extreamly bright white light. The reiki master said that the energy I was giving off was huge, apparently the heat from it was making me glow red.
Anyway I now have 21 days of it settling in and apparently all sorts of things can happen so I will keep you posted!
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