Well this is it, tomorrow I’m off to my reiki class. I can’t believe it’s finally here! I’m so excited! Iv developed a bad back as well this week so hopefully tomorrow I can have some healing.
Since my last post so much stuff has happened, I walked out of work and checked into a 5 star health spa for a few days, I did it in style though and booked into the master suite (it was the only room left) it was amazing! I reluctantly went back home though and after a few nightmare days things started to settle down and I took just over a week off work which was bliss.
I did say that I wasn’t going to go back to work but I went back yesterday and hated every second of it, the second I set foot in that place all I wanted to do was scream and shout and throw things around!! I really can’t work there much longer and even though I keep telling people that I can’t do this much longer nobody is listening to me! Even walking out of work and running away to a health spa doesn’t seem to work, and if I don’t go into work then my family ignore me and won’t talk to me!!!
I can’t win, I either stay In a job I hate or loose my family.
College is going really well though, I’m really enjoying it, we have 2 assignments each week to do which is a bit of a pain but they have been easy so far so it’s not too bad.
I will let you know how my reiki goes tomorrow
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Fed up September 24th, 2008
I’m really fed up today, iv had a cold now for a week and it’s not getting any better! Work has been horrible again and when I’m at home it’s not much better!
I’m just fed up of my life being the same boring routine day in day out!
On a plus side I started college again yesterday doing 1 day a week and I really loved it. I just wish I could afford to study full time. I actually want to become a midwife eventually but I can’t afford to take 3 years off to study. I think it’s something that I will have to do a few years down the line. In the meantime I have decided to do a course that will help improve my skills. The one I’m doing at the moment is a counselling course, Im doing a year course in 12weeks!! They call it a fast track! So hopefully I will have passed my exam by the January and if I like it I can start the diploma in September to become fully qualified!
I’m also doing my reiki 1 in October which I’m really excited about! If I like it I will also do my reiki 2 and that’s in December!
I just wish that I was at that point now and not stuck in this horrible limbo! I feel like my life is compleatly on hold!
I’m not sure when to start applying for jobs either as I will need to start a new job in January but I don’t want to apply now and have to let people down or start applying in a month or so and not find anything!! I have started looking and I have found a few that I’m interested in but just not sure what to do!
Anyway I’m off to bed now so that I can wake up and do it all over again.
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I’m really bored at work again and counting down the days till I leave so I thought I would write a list to remind myself why I hate this job and want to leave!
1. I work for my mum
2. It’s not my chosen career
3. I’m always bored as it doesn’t interest me at all
4. I have to smile and be polite to customers even when their rude!
5. I have to give up my holiday entitlement constantly because they have nobody to cover me!
6. I have to go into work when I’m ill
7. I have to smile and be nice when customers tell me their life story
8. I have customers from the mental institution up the road come in and piss on my chairs!
9. I have gypsys come in a nick everything they can get their hands on
10. I have to smile and put up with smelly people who litrally smell that bad that they make me heave!
11. My family insist on coming in every lunch time and getting me to make their lunch for them even though I’m usually busy and they don’t even pay!
12. I have to put up with being called sweetheart, love, petal, darling or anything other than my name!
13. I have men who click their fingers and summon me over to their table
14. I have sleazy men who give me a tip by dropping a pound down my top and into my bra!
15. I have customers who can’t be bothered to come to the counter to order so they just shout it out to me
16. I have to be nice to young girls who tell me the only reason that their having another baby is so that they can get a bigger council house
17. I have to bite my tounge while the same young girls chain smoke around their children
18. I have to clean up after dirty customers who do things like stick chewing gum to the table!
19. You have to put up with stupid people asking for things like a cappuccino without milk!
20. You have people who come in and moan about paying 95p for a cup of tea! If you don’t want to pay it then get out of my f@@king cafe!!
21. My car parking space is always blocked in by another car!
22. Customers who won’t wait their turn and instead of standing in the que will just shout “I will have a coffee over here when your ready”
23. People who phone up wanting a buffet for 20 people but only give me half an hour notice and then moan if I say It will take at least an hour! Do they think I just sit waiting for their call?
24. All the paperwork I now have to do! Gone are the days of a chef just being able to cook! I must spend half the day filling out government crap!!
25. Customers who read the menu and then order something that we don’t do!
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Holiday? September 4th, 2008
Why is nothing simple In my life? I’m trying to book some time off work as I really need a holiday but I can’t find a 2 week slot anywhere! My mum has booked off so much time that there is nothing left for me!
I have already had a 2 week holiday canceled because they couldn’t find anybody to cover me and I had a 3 day break canceled last week because another member of staff wanted to go away! I’m completely fed up! I refused to go into work last Monday and so they closed the shop and made me feel really guilty!
Last year when we went away on honeymoon they closed the shop for 3weeks! Maybe I should just go away and not care about what they do, it’s not my problem!
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